I Guess I am!

Well really I know I am... I am a Christian. Early this morning an event occurred with my daughter. So I ended up staying up beside her in the bed, watching her to make sure she was okay while she slept. So I was a little troubled and the Lord came to my head. I really felt lost and felt helpless about my family. So I dug out one of my Bibles... a TD Jakes one and opened it up and read the first page I came to. I can't remember what it said at this moment, but I kept reading and then the thought came into my head that I had not ever stopped being a Christian, but that I was trying to distance myself from some activity that was being associated with Christians. But my values and opinions never changed. And I have always believed they were God's opinions too... at least from what I had come to understand from my childhood Bible readings. And after this came to me this morning, I felt so at peace when I finally let myself surrender to the Love that is God that I remember to be.

I will write more later... right now I need to get dinner started.